Unspoken Words

Unspoken Words is based on struggles that I faced in life that was kept hidden within myself. The pain and agony of losing oneself was the horrific part of my life. With no one to turn to, and no support at this specific part of my life, I became a lost girl wandering the world to find myself and my purpose. No one knew my pain as it was mask with the ideology of putting on a fake smile. I learned very quickly in life that no one cares about what I was facing or going through. Jose Cuervo became my best friend because my pain was hidden with numbness from others. He was my sleeping aid. He was my cover girl makeup that hid the sadness from my face. It made me feel good at the moment at least I thought. He just brought on more problems that I wasn't able to handle alone. Mental weakness took over as I flooded my life with sorrows and tears. I cried a river and drowned in my sorrows. Unspoken Words were filled with the worse emotional pain along with the lowest point in my life until I was introduced to Jesus by a female pastor who took me under her wing and seasoned me with the Word of God to show me how much He loved me. She planted the seed while others watered me and nurtured me through fellowship of other believers. My healing and restoration were a long journey as I learned to trust God and build up my faith in God who gave His only Son in exchange for my life. Now today, I'm not that sad lost girl. I have been broken, but Christ has renewed me. I'm beautiful in Christ, filled with so much love and joy in Him.