Motherless Child

Every system that is designedhave" Pitfalls " meaning "Traps or hidden dangers". Orthey have "Weakness" meaning "not so strong" or "Can be easily broken". I callthese Pitfalls and weakness "Cracks". The Department of Children and familyServices developed a system designed to provide and protect the children undertheir care. It doesn't always work that way because some of the children fallthrough the cracks of this system into a life of distructionand even death. My Testimony tells what it's beenlike to live through mental, physical and sexual abuse, neglect, hunger, anddeafness from a crippling Illness.¿ Whilenear death I was blessed with a visitation that followed me for the rest of mylife, and provided me with a strong will to live. A visitation I believed camefrom the Lord Jesus Christ.¿ After mymother's death I had to endure mental, verbal and physical abuse at the handsof family members who terrorized me with a paralyzing fear.¿ As a young woman and the years that followedI also had to endure abuse but on a different level from so call professionalwhite-collar workers who would exclude me from their social groups. I wascursed, mocked and laughed at because of my hearing disability.¿ I was pushed to my limits in 1998 and foundmyself murdering fourteen people. Read along with me to share thetears of a motherless child. Feel my emotions, misery and pain. Share with methe demonstration of God's mercy.¿ I praythat my testimony will open the eyes and ears of both young and old, to helpthem stand firm against evil to act on their faith and believe in theirprayers. I praise and thank God for giving me this great honor to barewittiness for his glory and hopefully reading this book will make that¿ "blessed hope"real in your life and don't let nobody take it away from you.